You disappoint me…

You disappoint me... (A pissed off blog).

This wasn’t the best week – nice start – but true, it wasn’t a good week, so busy, weird weather, I was sick, and lots of people pissed me off as well, the week before a holiday. So all in all, I'm so freaking glad this week is over…

A lame week, not fully, but mostly, lots of stuff to do, places to go, school, school, and some more school. But that’s not the point of writing this, I mean I can handle tough times, plus, going back to school was my choice, so I have to suck it up and deal with it, and I'm.

The problem is people, at school, at home, and plainly, my friends. Coz simple, who you talk to – face to face or virtually – all the time, or at least most of the time? Friends and family, yeah, that’s the answer I wanted. And as much as I love most of them, they get on my nerves sometimes, (and I said most coz some people I really think my love for them isn’t there anymore, or respect… soon to be ex-friends.)

A small gesture, a senseless word or even an attitude, that might tick me off, but I'm not into the high school drama deal, so mostly I let go. (Unless it's my brother and we break a fight, its always exciting lol) … But yeah, I let go most of the time, not because I can't do anything but coz I try to be a nice person and to stay cool, I mean what's after a big fight? And what's after a big fight after a stupid small thing? … So, it was trying to be the bigger person, which I know now isn’t really working with many – most – of the people I know.

I feel like we are getting no where, yeah, I blame my headache. But the point is, this week many people disappointed me, friends and family. Some were rude, bloody freaking rude, some were careless and a braty sissies, and humm let me think who else, oh got it, some were ungrateful.

I don’t want to be a whiny bitch, I just want to say that even with the sarcasm and the smartass mouth I always go with, I'm really not that fixed or strong, especially when it comes from a friend, and mostly when it comes from a close friend… if they read this, they will know themselves, they might go pouty and get upset, well, before you do all that, I have one thing to say, screw you, you upset me first.

And if you upset me, you'd know, trust me you'd, well if you cared enough to know me, and we know each other for a while now, and you still don’t get it... ain't my fault buddy, you should work on your social skills, or get a brain! Sounds like a good idea right?

Only a few signs, when I get 'disappointed' I won't just go and tell you, not if you did that more than once, I won't even talk then, I will keep it simple. Its easy to know, I'm a chatty person, I never answer in one sentence, I talk and joke and, you know… when I'm quiet, or cutting it short, you should think again, well, if you care anyway…

Long story short, I had to say something, to write about my bad feelings and not let it eat me inside out. Because somehow I care, at least about me. 

I only wish I didn’t make someone feel bad like others made me feel…