I hate you!

P.S: before we start, this can be sensitive for cream and strawberry, the chick flick peace lovers, so bitch off somewhere else. Adult material here guys, and no, not that kind of adult.

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'I hate you.' That is a pretty nasty thing to say, and it has an awful effect on whomever the person you may say/said to, even if you're angry or joking or actually mean it. But seriously, how many time any of us said it, and how many time you felt bad after saying it? Yeah, a lot and I felt bad for, few times only; you know the times you say 'I hate you' when you're mad and you don’t really mean it, but what if you said it to someone who deserves it? Like really did?

An awful person, an awful movie –yeah we all talk to our screens, don’t pretend to be sane, you wont be reading this :P

'Oh, no, hate is a strong word.' *Shoots myself* that is real, and at the same time stupid, that is a sentence which I said few times myself. But the thing is, do I care? Or I just say it to make myself look like a nice person, am I really nice? I don’t think so, well on occasions but truly is, I don’t really want to be nice, so guys, this is a stupid sentence, real – we agreed of this shit before – but to deactivate this sentence, I've another one for you all. 'Oh, no, love is a strong word.' Can anyone tell me I'm wrong here? Ta, ta, da, you can't, because 'LOVE' is another strong word, and yet, we say it to a lot of people, even a simple comment on Twitter you comment with love, which is something for dearest people not to waste on people you don’t even know, yeah you mean it and all blah, blah, but does that person deserves to receive 'I love you', maybe yes, maybe no, but with the same rule, others deserve the H word, 'I hate you'.

But, because we live in a double faced world, that weird people whom I wish to meet in person made up their own rules and made us follow, you can't hate stuff, you only can 'unlike it' 'don’t like it' or hum, what else, or say that they 'suck', like that won't hurt, I mean come on, it’s the same, yeah, hello, semantics!

I hate this movie; I don’t like this book, this actress suck, or this man is whatever. 

What is the deference? Being nicer? Or it's just a complement to get an extra cookie? 

Yeah, if you think the 'hate' word hurts, try the fake 'love' word, like when you see someone trying too hard to show their love to something or someone and you know they are not that devoted enough, only doing it for the extra cookie, or like one of my friends call it to 'suck up'.

Shall I give examples, no, I won't because you or me or someone you know have done this, either, saying I hate, or I love when they didn’t mean it, and they could have felt bad for it, and I didn’t only mean saying 'I hate' can make you feel bad, but also saying 'I love' to someone didn’t deserve. 

Yeah we should be nice, and yeah we should not feel bad for treating someone good even if they were bad, coz that's just us being nice and kind and good, but lets be a little bit of honest here, we are no angels, we love, we hate, and we do a lot of other things, we don’t usually like after, but lying to ourselves and to people and acting all nice just for the sake of a fake image of ourselves in the eyes of other people who probably won't be around for long anyway, that is – wait for it, coz its another H word – hypocrisy. 

At least have the guts to be honest, to be yourself, even if that means you were an awful person, coz after all that being freaking honest is the basic, when you get it right, you will get the rest right.

Maybe I'm wrong, but I seriously don’t care, that's what I think now, maybe I will change my point of view one day, but again, it doesn’t matter.

And do I care about what anyone thinks? Not really.

Am I an awful person? Haha, probably. 

Was I being honest here? Yes, I was, and I spoke my mind, that’s what matters to ME.